I recently reconnected with a lifelong friend. In the past we would share notes about our weight loss journeys and struggles. We would cheer each other on when we were feeling low or frustrated. We would remind each other of what we were doing and why we were doing it. Now, when I needed a little boost, she sent me this, something I desperately needed and I wanted to share it with all of you in case you need to hear this right now...or maybe you know someone that is struggling and frustrated right now, share this with them:
"I just assume that visiting the gym is something I have to do daily
until I die. Just like going potty. No if's and's or but's about it. So
every morning I pack a gym bag and a lunch bag and after work I go
straight there. If something is going to throw
a wrench in it, I have a bike, treadmill, gazelle, and wii zumba at
home, not to mention, my bike and my feet. There is NO reason I should
ever miss a workout. None. I am NEVER going to beat myself up over a
meal again. As it is my full intention to be a "fit
freak" and it is the number one thing that makes me happy. The number
one thing I enjoy--- breaking a sweat. So why would I keep myself from
being happy? If all the happiness you can endure comes down to answering
two questions... is this food worth me not
being happy... is missing the gym worth me not being happy, then I hold
all the cards. I mean. If I eat bad - I will gain weight. If I don't
exercise- my flesh will be flabby and jiggly. So I can only make myself
what I want. And I have to stay focused. Gone
are the days where I look in the mirror and wish. As I can make my
wishes come true. I literally did a happy dance when I hit the scale
this morning. I mean I was 15# lighter than today when I visited you
last year. It was my own fault that I gained all that
back after working so hard to lose it. My first succesful weight loss of
my life and I ruined it. I just now got down nine pounds, from 238 on
July 31st to the 229 today. I measure on the 9th, and I know the inches
are down. I see it in the mirror. I can see
it in my waist and my back. It is VISUAL. Which is wonderful. I am
wearing one of my favorite shirts this morning and its loose. I put on
one pair of dress pants, and they are loose. CRAP! This means I will be
shopping soon. But at the same time. I want to
shop. I deserve to wear smaller clothes. I have earned them. They are my
badges of honor. The bridge to my final destination. I AM A NEW BODY
UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
hopefully that gives you a little motivation to hit the gym. love you!"
I am glad that this helped you. re-reading it now, helps me. we are in this for the long haul. for life. love you!
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